I have something to share today.
My bday is coming in two weeks and i just started this great job with more money, but hey i am still not happy cos i will be 30 in two weeks and i dont have what you will call a serious relationship, so what really will i be celebrating on my bday?
I have told my girl friends not to send me cards, gifts or even call me on that day cos i might just break down and cry.
Needless to say that my older sibblings all got married at the age of 25 and both have 2 children each so at times i really feel like there is something wrong with me and please note that i am not a selective person when it comes to men neigther am i materialistic.
I just want the basic, a God fearin man that will love me for me and not for what i have but the funny thing is that i have had 3 offers from 3 different men and they are all catholics and i am a pentecostal, my parents will not even hear the word catholic.
So you know where i am at.
My family actually looks at me in a funny way when we have family gatherings so i try as nuch as i can to cook up excuses why i cant make it to a family event.
But i always thank God for his mercies that helps me through the day and night cos trully i would have lost my mind with the constant happenings goin on around me.
So i am not having a party this year neither im i ordering cakes and drinks for family or friends cos im just not feeling it.
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Hey hon,
I just want to encourage you to stay positive. It's never too late o. I speak from experience after meeting my prince charming at 36. And I'm now a very happy mum of two. I remember that about six months before I met my prince, I was lamenting to a friend that if I did not meet anyone before the end of that year, I will stop hoping and praying. I will never forget a friend's three words. His anger was obvious in his voice as he said: Are you God?
I also know of ladies who got married in their 40s. In one case, the lady was 48. And yes she went on to have two children.
I'm not saying it will take that long for you o. LOL. But everyone's time is different and your time will come, hon.
Check out my blog too. There will be something from time to time to put a smile on your face. Keep smiling and keep your head up high, ok.
Thanx darl, i sure will try to cheer up after all i am alive and well, but funny enuf its not always easy which i can tell you know from exp0erience.
But never the less i will keep trusting God and hold on to his very word.
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